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Positive Post Tuesday

Posted in positive post tuesday, review, something to read on May 19th, 2009 by genepensiero – 1 Comment

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it’s tuesday.

today’s positive post isn’t really for a specific person, though without some friends @calvaryhanford, i wouldn’t have been exposed to this week’s recipient (thanks @alxxnva / @aidanava).

no, today’s positive post is for a book.

in 1934 a gentleman by the name of richard ellsworth day wrote a biography of charles spurgeon entitled The Shadow Of The Broad Brim. it was not the first biography of the Prince of Preachers, and it wasn’t the last, but i can say with some certainty that it is quite unique in its take on london’s most famous pastor.

at some point a copy of this book was purchased by a fellow named walter, who resided dinuba, california. how long ago, i am not sure. but it is far enough back that his personal library stamp bears a phone number that not only contains a letter, but is only 5 digits long!

for some reason, this hard-back was separated from walter’s library and eventually found itself in a used bookstore.

it was about this time when @alxxnva and @aidanava entered the store, and, knowing my enjoyment for chucky s, picked it up for (as i recall) less than 1 dollar.

the book was then handed to me, missing it’s jacket, but ready to be devoured by it’s new owner.

now, let me be honest, i don’t read biographies. as i’m fond of telling people, i have like 200 books that i ‘need’ to read, and at this point there isn’t one biography isn’t on that list.

but, once this book found its way to me, i was compelled to open it up and see what i could find.

man…chapter after chapter i was just blown away by the testimony of God’s strength in this man. each day i would gleefully recount some tidbit or story to my wife or dad or some other poor soul who happened by.

on one of those days, kelly got home from work and before she could even sit down i handed her the book and said, ‘read chapter 12…right now.’

amazing.

the book is incredibly Christ-glorifying despite reporting on the life and work of a human being. i finished it today and am nearly prepared to simply start it again tomorrow.

i could continue at length as to the other reasons why i love the book, but instead of blathering on and on, i will simply leave you with a statement that spurgeon himself made, which sums up my thoughts on this wonderful biography:

quote i always like to have a few good biographies handy, so that i can turn to the record of what the Lord has enabled his servants to do in the past.”

go. get. this. book.

maranatha!

An All-Round Ministry

Posted in bibling, ministry, quotables, review, something to read on March 7th, 2008 by genepensiero – 1 Comment


i’m starting a book that we gave out to all of the people at calvary hanford who are in a position of ministry oversight; it’s called “An All-Round Ministry” and was ‘written’ by the big man himself; c.h. spurgeon.

i say ‘written’ because the book is a collection of addresses to pastors and students given by spurgeon on various topics of ministry and Christian living.

so now i find myself adding it to the already embarrassingly long list of books i’m ‘reading’ but will probably never finish. as i glance over to my bookshelf i note…5, 6 books that i need to finish and An All-Round Ministry makes it a complete 7.

needless to say, i AM starting the book and will be sharing quotes with you as they strike me with all the old-timey fervor of a preacher like c.h. spurgeon.

you can read the book online, if you wish.

or, you can order An All-Round Ministry for just a few dollars.

then you can come back here and we can figure out if ‘all-round’ just means ‘all-around’ or if there is some greater thought meant by the title…

charles spurgeon said:

Our work especially requires faith. If we fail in faith, we had better not have undertaken it; and unless we obtain faith commensurate with the service, we shall soon grow weary of it. It is proven by all observation that success in the Lord’s service is very generally in proportion to faith. It certainly is not in proportion to ability, nor does it always run parallel with a display of zeal; but it is invariably according to the measure of faith, for this is a law of the Kingdom without exception, ‘according to your faith be it unto you.’

blessings.

Grab Your Pole And Meet Me Down At The Ole’ Nickel Creek!

Posted in in general, music, plug, review, worship on May 9th, 2007 by genepensiero – 1 Comment


on friday, may 4 i has the distinct privilege of seeing Nickel Creek in concert for the second and (most likely) the last time at hanford’s historic Fox Theater. you see, Chris Thile, Sara Watkins and Sean Watkins are calling it quits after 18 years as one of the most unique and accomplished groups in memory.

i’m not about to speculate on the reasons for their decision to only do individual and cooperative work outside of nickel creek. in fact, they each have been producing solo and collaborative albums all along the way. after all, being a band for just shy of 2 decades is quite a feat. the beatles were only active from 1960-1970. led zeppelin was finished after just 12 years.

i think it’s safe to say that nickel creek has made a wonderful impact on music that will not be soon filled. i mean, a simple look at their history should just blow your mind. chris thile started winning national recognition at the age of 12…sara watkins was only 8 when nickel creek formed. their latest album Why Should The Fire Die has sold over 250,000 copies…now that’s pretty good for a bluegrass band!

but, a nickel-history is not the purpose for this post (which i’m hoping won’t end up as long as my forays into Ritalin and Politics…). the purpose is some of my thoughts from the amazing show.

see, i don’t really like concerts. i don’t know…i just don’t get into them. i certainly don’t enjoy a show where i’m supposed to be on my feet screaming the whole time. so, sadly for me, as much as i’d like to see U2 live i know i wouldn’t enjoy it. but, if i can sit in a plush seat and just take in the performance, well then now you’re starting to present me with an entertainment option that i might actually enjoy. nickel creek at the fox is just such a performance.

like i said before, it was my second time seeing them live, which was good because i could be critical and pay attention to different things this time around. believe me, the first time you see these guys play in front of you, you’re just awestruck at the musicality and naturalism of the band…chris thile does things that….that just shouldn’t be possible on a tiny little mandolin fretboard. and i assure you, every musician in the audience is invariably hypnotized by the excellence and virtuosity of the whole band.

but, this time it was time to pay attention. and i did. and i was blessed in my heart by some of the things that the Lord showed me both as a worship leader and a member of the Church.

AIM: to direct efforts, as toward an object

i lead worship at calvary hanford every third sunday. thus, i am more often in the congregation worshiping than on stage helping to facilitate worship. when i show up to church on those sundays what is my aim? am i coming to render my sacrifice to the Almighty? am i coming with a great expectation? with joy? with desire? is my aim to take part in the worship and the study? am i there to learn? do i have a reason at all or is it just my sunday routine? do i prepare myself as i would for a concert? do i sit in my seat with the understanding that the great God of the universe is there to commune with me?

conversely, there are those sundays where i am on stage leading worship. what is my aim then? did i construct a set that will usher people into the presence of God? am i standing there out of obligation or out of excitement? do i treat my position as a levite who serves the people who have come to meet with God?

it is all too easy to become scheduled and stale in our sunday-to-sunday connection to God. when a concert roles into town we may get very excited, keyed up, dressed in a special way, but what about in my sunday morning dates with God? it was an interesting thought.

ART: the quality, production, expression, or realm, according to aesthetic principles, of what is beautiful, appealing, or of more than ordinary significance.

now, obviously worship is much more than aesthetics, but this spoke to me as a worship leader.

nickel creek is one of the few bands that exceeds their own recordings in 2 ways: 1) energy, the actual performance carries an electricity that cannot be matched on a cd, but more importantly, 2) excellence. see, take your favorite nickel creek song and add 3-5 minutes at the beginning and the end of wonderfully planned instrumental music. that’s what happens at a nickel creek show. hours of cascading music which introduces songs and then buttons them all up. the caliber of their music can only be expressed as art. the creativity and depth is undeniable.

as a worship leader, am i crafting those sets artfully, excellently, or am i just regurgitating the same tired songs in the same tired arrangements. am i giving my ‘listeners’ (in our case, participants in the worship service) something to marvel at? not, of course, at me, but something about God, something Godly, at which the body might marvel and glory in the Lord? am i presenting art to my Jesus or simply assignments?

i think it is the case for many musicians that worship has become either an obligation, or something so uninteresting that the music has become a type of assignment. ‘you, set up tables, you take out the trash, you sing this melody.’ tables and empty trash cans are necessary, but it is the worship that we have set aside for our God. it is the music that we have established as corporate praise in accordance with the commands we receive in the Word to sing unto the Lord!

worship leading, singing songs before the Lord, should be so internalized that it wells up in our soul and spills out onto the canvas of our church service. we should be carefully creating with control and style not simply filling out the form and sliding it across the desk.

AWE: an overwhelming feeling of reverence, admiration, fear, etc., produced by that which is grand, sublime, extremely powerful, or the like

This spoke to me as a congregant (though, the applications as a worship leader are many). i sat for 2 hours in complete hypnotic astonishment of the musicians on the stage in front of me. the entirety of the performance had only 2 discernible mistakes or errors in the playing, and that few in a show which one could hear thousands of notes more than at a rock or pop concert. i was in awe of their capabilities.

sadly, i often forget to be in awe of God when i sing to Him. stupid right? of course it is. why shouldn’t i be? what is more grand than the Maker creation? who is more powerful than the Author of life? i find that i need more awe in my worship and less participation. by that i mean that every so often i should pause to speak and listen to God, not just recite to Him.

ALL: the whole of

these things that the Lord showed me are so basic, but were SO encouraging to me. there were so many realizations that my attitude toward the performance of men had a huge disconnect with my attitude toward a regular worship service, and not in the ways that it should.

of course on many obvious levels we shouldn’t treat church like a concert. we shouldn’t reverence worship teams above anyone else (which we already do…that is the subject of a different discussion). yet that expectation, that excitement, that preparation, that excellence, that sense of something special should be the same. whatever side of the stage i enter on i should remember that i have scheduled this time, set it aside as a special event and treat it like it should be treated…a time to meet with my King, my Lover, my Savior.

the summary of thoughts is this: an objective observer of the nickel creek show could pretty safely say that on some level they were being worshiped by the audience. the payment to get in, the cheering, the chanting, the singing, the demand for an encore, the asking for autographs, the clamoring around the tour bus…all that could pretty easily be construed as worship. could that same observer reach the same conclusion at a sunday morning service?

it’s not that we all become charismatics, wild and uninhibited, elated and loud. that is not the fix at all. instead the answer is that hearts be full of joy, full of the Holy Spirit. and, if that is the case, then there can be no denying our worship of God.

blessings.

Disneyland Update

Posted in check it out, exclusive, in general, nonsense, podcast, review on April 19th, 2007 by genepensiero – 2 Comments


well, wife and i are in the magic kingdom. no, not Dollywood, but Disneyland. we are celebrating our 1 year anniversary.

highlights include:

on Pirates a mom/daughter couple shared with us:

little girl – “mommie what’s that?”

mom – “that’s beer coming out of the barrels honey…just like your daddy drinks.”

whenever we go to disneyland we are always amazed at the types of shirts/clothes people where. so, for this trip we’ve decided to use the phrase “pineapple whip” when we see a crazy shirt. usually we just count Scarface apparel, but we’ve decided to broaden our horizons.

other highlights include REAL pineapple whip, when a tiny little girl tried to grab onto kelly’s leg because she thought kelly was her mom, when a young man with down syndrome tried to grab our backpack (he was real cute), the rifles (which i can not remember doing but was great fun) and the new Red Hot Chili Pepper’s soundtrack on Screamin‘ and Space Mountain.

today is going to be a big pin trading day.

also, we’ve heard a rumor that Johnny Depp is going to be in the park today…we’ll see…

here are a couple of media bits for your enjoyment.

dumbo!

we’re on dumbo. and while on dumbo i say To The Top Please! no ride is too little for us, nor are we daunted by the prospect of our combined weights causing a flying ride to break right off of the cables. dumbo was down for a little while yesterday, but we were able to squeeze in a ride before the end of the night.

yellow submarines

yellow submarines mean only one thing: NEMO is coming soon! this isn’t a great picture but the monorail gave us the height to see over the construction walls. we saw the infamous ‘hey! hey!’ crabs as well as a number of animatronic seagulls.

yellow

in disneyland, everything is magical! we love disneyland.
thanks photoshop.

also, i’m posting a few ipod videos. enjoy.

Music Review: Dave Matthews Band – Stand Up

Posted in in general, music, review, something to read on January 29th, 2007 by genepensiero – 7 Comments

i am the first to point out that a january of 2007 music review of an album that was released in 2005 is a bit…specious, but being that it was new to me, and being how strongly i feel about the album as a whole i thought it only fair.

i was still in college for the first half of 2005 and i must say that the may 10 release was completely missed by me and anyone i knew. i remember seeing the very un-dave-matthews-like cd cover in a starbucks and actually assumed it was some bogus starbucks promo release. and, until last week i had heard absolutely no news, no thoughts, no music from Stand Up.

let me tell you that i am a dave matthews fan. admittedly, i was not a fan as quickly as i should have been. i remember luke mundy lending me Under The Table And Dreaming and try as i might to enjoy it while driving in my 1963 Corvair, i simply could not.

then one day my now lost friend Scott Hamilton (no, not the figure skater) showed me Dave Matthews and Tim Reynolds Live at Luther College. and, from the moment i heard Stream i was a believer.

Stand Up is a horrific failure. do you want to know why? i’ll tell you.

the cd starts off ‘dave’ enough with Dreamgirl. the acoustic-guitar-riff driven song is all about sex and angst and dreaming and all the other things dave has written about over and over again since the success of Lover Lay Down in 1994 and Crash in 1996. apparantly Dreamgirl caught one lady’s eyes…hollywood power-house julia roberts appears in the continual-dream-sequence music video.

Dreamgirl doesn’t leave you wanting more…but it doesn’t warrant breaking Stand Up in half and vowing to never again buy anything from the music industry…the rest of the cd will do that for you.

track 2 begins and you start wondering what band is playing. Old Dirt Hill (Bring That Beat Back) is reminiscent of early nineties backstreet boys with it’s very inexpensive sounding drum loop and poorly constructed vocal harmonies. once again, dave is singing about kissing girls and riding bikes and….and who knows what. the incessant clap track wears into your conscious just like all those teenie-boppers did before you knew better than to listen to Alice 102.7. immediately you hear the age and the hard-living in dave’s voice. the vocally simple melodies of Old Dirt Hill (and the entire album for that matter) suggest that dave has all but lost his once smooth and tender pipes. i wonder if 15 years of non-stop marijuana use will do that to you…

Stand Up stumbles forward with Stand Up (For It). as an aside…the album comes with 4 tracks with parenthetical names…and unless you’re david crowder….just stop it. you’re embarrassing yourself.

the title track actually has that low robot-type voice at the beginning and after about 24 seconds you’re speculating as to who allowed for such a song to be produced…not to mention to champion a whole album.

what is Stand Up (For It) about? surprise, surprise it is another adventure into dave’s drug-fueled romances. the sax solo and drum intricacies might be worthwhile enough if the words ‘stand up’ weren’t being pumped at you throughout the whole songs. at about 3:34 into the song i had a terrifying flash back to the stream-of-consciousness writing style of everyone’s favorite grunge lord kurt cobain.

but, once again, just before you pop the cd out in disappointment the song ends, and then the real disappointment begins.

American Baby (Intro) opens with a very un-dave piano progression and, just as a smile creeps onto the heart of your listening soul, a percussion loop of machine gun fire begins. this track really is an intro, just an interlude to introduce you to the next car in this pile up: American Baby.

Nobody’s laughing now
God’s grace lost and the devil is proud
But I’ve been walking for a thousand miles
One last time, I could see you smile

I hold on to you
You bring me hope, I’ll see you soon
And if I don’t see you
I’m afraid we’ve lost the way

(excerpt)

now we get to dave’s real purpose, woven up so obviously in Stand Up. dave matthews, who has been critical of the Bush Administration since Some Devil. has decided to go a little bob dylan on us.

interestingly enough he waits to really drop the political jargon on us so that he might give us one more foray into a drunken boast of love-making capabilities with Smooth Rider.

i think i know what you’re asking yourself…is it something like “‘smooth rider?’ come on dave…is that for real?”

the answer, apparantly, is yes, it is for real.

Last night, no way
I was gonna be left hungry
and then your daddy caught me sneakin’ out your bed.
It’s just a game I play
It’s just I roll that way
Don’t think sweet baby
I’m messing with your head.

I’m a smooth rider baby
You know I just keep moving on,
I don’t know why I like to carry on the way I do why

It’s just that I’m in love with you

and i thought…not you too dave…not you too. more grated than ever, dave’s voice rakes across your ears like the filthy southern dandy that he seems to desire to be.

but finally we get to the main event…Everybody Wake Up (Our Finest Hour Arrives). if you’ve made it this far through the album, congratulations. you officially have what it takes to climb mount everest or engage 1,000 ninjas. now, let the propaganda begin!

Everybody Wake Up speaks for itself i think, so here are the lyrics:

Everybody wake up
If your living with your eyes closed
See the man with a bomb in his hand
Everybody wake up

Oh baby it’s not easy sometimes
They build these walls ever higher and hide behind them
Seems an odd way to try and make things right
Oh I feel like I go crazy sometimes

Our finest hour arrives
See the pig dressed in his finest fine
The believers stand behind him and smile
As the day lights up with fire

Everybody wake up
If your living with your eyes closed
See the man with a bomb in his hand
Everybody wake up

I Remember the words of the misguided fool
Do unto others as you’d have them do
Not an eye for an eye is the golden rule
Just leaves a room full of blind men

And the finest hour arrives
See the pig dressed in his finest fine
Don’t believe him leave and stand behind him and smile
As the day lights up with fire

if dave isn’t talking about conservative america then he should probably let us know (but given his recent political vocality i doubt that is true). if he is talking about american politics i just have one question: when did the american public start caring what a drug-addicted guitar player had to say about international relations? ah yes…the 60′s. how sad we are for that.

unfortunately in our society all that public opinion is based upon is how much money you have. i have a couple of live concerts on cd from dave matthews that were recorded by a friend. one was in San Marin and the other San Diego. i enjoy the music because it was just dave and tim playing the way they always do, amazingly. but, they were also playing the way they always do…high…and the incoherent nonsense that comes out of dave’s mouth for 2 hours is unbelievable. i have long wondered how a person so inebriated could play an instrument so well, now i’m wondering how a person so inebriated can think he has something to say about the affairs of the world.

Stand Up barrels on with 7 more musical catastrophes. Out Of My Hands revisits the cozy image of the evangelical pigs standing behind president bush, smiling and ruining the world. Hello Again and Louisiana Bayou are more demos than actual songs…in fact they are a return to dave’s deep south roots….oh….if by south you mean South Africa where there are no louisianan bayous then you’re right.

all in all the music is predictable and unoriginal. the message is anti-right wing and trite at best, perverse and inane at worst. the arrangement of songs makes me think that the studio had a new temp they were trying to get fired.

mix with all of this the fact that the cd itself came bundled with spyware if you loaded the “direct cd” function on your computer and the fact that the DRM formats of the songs are not iPod compatible without some external conversion software (that wouldn’t have worked in 2005 anyway) and Stand Up is much, much more than you bargained for.

i really enjoy dave matthews. his live music is by far my favorite, but i do thoroughly enjoy all his studio work. Some Devil was so impressive to me. dave continues to prove an unstoppable force in the live music scene…but somehow he has lost his way on this latest effort.

bottom line? well i think it’s obvious. but if you’re wondering what to do…then just Stand Up and reach for one of your old dave albums. or, if you want to do one better take some time to listen to the work of people who don’t assume they know more than everyone else in the world.

blessings